Thursday 10 January 2013

IM SO SICK OF IT!

So its 2013, and im back producing, I was working as the comercial director of a company that has strip clubs, but in mexico strip clubs menaas prostitution, so i quitted it was hard it had mafia included and it was not healthy for me, im now recovering for the little sleep and the lot of alcohol included with that life. now im in my studio, or something i adapted as a studio and im trying to get in motion again, i never thought it was going to be this hard after almost 1 year of being away from my art, not 100 % but kinda not taking it seriously and just having it as a weekend activity and never very serious, i was mistaken its like a mucle if you quit doing it it get fuckt. 

but well now im back working in some mixed canvases, mostly little size and for the first time of my life im confortable working in little format im so used for at least 1 meter of papaer or canvas to be able to work, other than my booklets but those are mostly for sketching so, i went uf got 3 wooden plates and made my self 3 little frames to work with and i got some impresions of clouds so im trying to make something with them, its not much but is a start.

for giving my self some presure I the galery ArteTalcual to give me a deathline for a project and well its the 18 of january so im working in a project for them, its just in word document right now for presenting and see if im going to get some gallery space for produce it. this time im going to work with space, and not just form and color, so i really need to know if im going to be able to have the space. 

well its has been good this first weeks of this new year i have a lot of things going on, im working a little designing and making webpages too. but that is just for pay some materials and food. 

here is some of the things that ive finished this first week of my 2013 work. i hope you like it!

first some normal bond paper with pencil, ink and some water color, of course i need to start there cus is my favorite media, im working right now in more of those but here is an example of how it is going, i must say the colors are not as good as they really are i cant get a hold of a nice camera, and im not very good as a photographer so its quite dificult. 




ok as i said before i printed clouds over bond paper, i was trying to get something going before getting materials and stuff and well i had some paper a nice computer and a good printer so i did it then i decided to use all this little offcie stuff i had, pencils, pens, and markers and then i watercolored it. the color as i said before is not good in this picture but it gives an idea of how fuckt im after almost 1 year of not paying attention to my art. 





This one is a nice big half sheet of fabirano paper non acid stuff and its about 90 x 70 and well i got out of white ink so its what i was able to acomplish, i love it its hanging in my apartment too. i know is very cheap to hang your own work but my place was a little too empty so im giving it a little to show. 





This is one of the sky print in bond paper i was telling before, this one was the first i made a few weeks ago when i decided to quit that job, and to return to my real passion which is this, so i went to the really basic  stuff ink and markers, office stuff, cus i was working in my brothers offcie while setting up a space for really produce. I framed it with a ver cheap frame from homemart it was less than $3 usd. and well i hanged it just for remeber what happens if you stop the momentum and try to get back as if nothing happens.





this one is a 140 cm x 80cm canvas i made some tiem ago i just finished a few days ago, its now hanging in my apartment and it really looks cool . its some kind of representation of mexico city or soemthinglike that having a view form google maps and a little inking over cartoon simple stule, and then fusion them. 

THE FLOWERS IN LITTLE FORMAT

 I´ve never been good painting in litte format i like my strokes big and dirty, but this time i got rid of the "big", I worked in this three flowers i actually scratched the paint out of the canvas for the flower pots and some of the things in this paintings, i used textile colors, ink acrilycs and herbal infussions. in this little frames i made for it they are not the same size cus im almost as bad a s a good cutter as im as a photographer , but well they are soemthing between 30 cm and 21 cm lol.. they are in my facebook and people talk a lot about them . I dont find them my self very interesting they were an excersize to get into color and stuff, and they served they prupose so im happy with them, if someone come and buy them ill be more happy with them. 




this is all the stuff i have to post today, and ill tel lyou in advance that i already have a schedule of my posting in an excel file, you acomplish a lot of things with a nice organization, as funny as it  sounds i learned that in my stripper club work while watching hores and mafia guys there. i just started making plans for producing art and learned a lot of stuff of the low life in veracruz, its a nice enough place but its very  very agressive.

cheers my beloved fans kisses